New Beginnings

    This is my attempt at trying something new for my self. As I have come to realize that there are quite a few people that do not know about a large section of my life! Not that I have really spent much time promoting my self. It just seems as if people that know me only know one aspect of my life and that is in the music community and I try to make music the large focus of my associations. I do not have a desire to make my life's mission when I am out at shows networking with artist  and bands!
   
    Though I am a highly political person I have given up on that a lot since my family and I lost our family home. It was not that I did not realize that I could not afford the payments on the 3 or fourth mortgage my mother and father put on the house constantly trying to escape the hell of "City Group" I worked a very low paying but addictive Job at Greyhound Trailways saving up for my own life. I lived in a house built by my great grand father and actually logged more their more years then my own parents. I feel very cheated because my parents did not involve me in the overall cost of the house payments. I often think if I would have known more about how broke my parents were going. I won't go into how when we found our way out of the situation we had a cousin of ours offer to buy off the remaining mortgage only to succumb to his lawyer, literally fucking us out of a short sale and a one way ticket to  moving to a new life in Pahrump, Nevada..
         
    However I am not shedding tears over my life, I am starting a new chapter, a second act! That's Right I am restarting everything and I have only one act that I did before my Journey of life took a turn in to being homeless for a while. All is not bad because during this period I actually started to write more by pen in note books trying to find my escape. It landed me in the back room of a strip club writing poetry and meeting some  important friends while escaping in the beauty of women, playing pool and feeding my self! The membership was 10 bucks and I could go sit in there almost all day with a notebook! During this time I also got Hired on as a Lighting tech the last year Ziggy's was open (A club in Winston Salem) I got the Job by collecting the cans at the end of the night so I could go to the recycling center once a week with at the time 60 dollars worth of Cans! Those times are over and I am pushing on though right now I am working on a book that is a memoir of the first half of my life. This page is totally different and I want to try to use it as a Journalistic medium to cover thing's things that move me to be important!

    I want to be Clear about a few things that I want to document! You may not agree with me and some of you may come to hate me for my views on certain topics. When it comes to certain social topics  I am a very "Liberal" person! Lets get this clear the word Liberal despite what right wing and Conservative meida will tell you is not a bad thing! Liberal in definition is this:favoring or permitting freedom of action, especially with respect to matters of personal belief or expression! There seem to be a lot of of people who forget that aspect and use it to define people as evil! However the same is Said about the word conservative which means:disposed to preserve existing conditions, institutions, etc., or to restore traditional ones, and to limit change.

    My point on this issue is the media since the invention of  television and advertisement spent a large amount of time learning how to brain wash a mass audience in to being decided. In America Congress has Just become The New York Yankees v.s. The Boston Red Sox ! Life in America is defined as one giant sports analogy. I find it funny that in most American sports the way they define playing a "Game" is riddled with war analogy after analogy! Now war is so instituted with the idea that "War" is a game that tanks have controls on them not unlike controllers on the video games!
I did not place that thought there to get in to for war or against war! It's to simply show you how the grips of brainwashing flip the person around and what is meant for sport now becomes war and what is war is now a game! So because my team is not winning they must go the distance and fight to the bitter end! Where as on the other hand We have ten minutes on the clock men we must get down field and defeat the enemy for our home team America!

    This is where I interject That there is a war within our own home team that goes largely unnoticed everyday! It   largely goes unnoticed because the Media is controlled by world corporations that natural do not cover real events and they get you caught up in a society that says that you are an individual and you have freedom!
   
    I ask you if you have gotten this far to truly ask your self if you are free! If you say yes immediately then you did not take the time to think what I am asking! Question what do you do with your life on a daily basis. Is your life bound to going to a Job each day because you must or because you choose too. If you say to yourself I have Responsibility ,then define that responsibility. If it is to bills then you are living in an illusion. The only thing that you have a responsibility to is yourself, your family,and your community.
     
     I know there are going to be so many people going ,but my car, my house, my phone, my cable, my internet, my air conditioning, my electricity and my job! Among all of those things of which you claim is yours figure out which ones you are not renting or leasing. Is your car paid off? Is your house paid off? If they are then know that your land can be taken by  Eminent domain! So if they can take what you payed for out right  is it yours? Then I ask you what of the rest of the things in that list? All you, and we are doing is renting! One has to ask why are all these things as such! If we are renting then That Job you are looking for or already have  why is the pay not acutely even to the price of living? How many of you are out there working that have to put in overtime if your one of the lucky ones to have that overtime. Should Americans or any country have to work so much! With time away from your family, or hindering your ability to build a family!


    So this is what this blog is going to be about it is going to be a Journal for Freedom! True freedom! To liberate people who are fanatically oppressed with news that dose not cover the injustices that go on here in our own land! This is to take you away from buying your freedom through one product at a time! I don't care about the fall out from people any more! I am tired of hearing how we have to be happy with the freedoms that we have and have to trade true Patriotism and trade it in for Nationalism and Fascism!    

    If you seek to label me and define me then understand that you better come at me strong with Information and If you want to attack my inability to write correctly then fully understand. I was born deaf and labeled  learning disabled! I hope to improve with each writing and hope that those that have a problem with the way I place things on my blog that their criticism  be constructive! I am a product of self education self determination  and i truly intend to use the information at hand to speak for people like me and show others that you can have a powerful voice! I write this as I think about the fact that in my generational lifetime there have been some injustices done with in our borders and I think of discovering more information. I choose to use my voice and what little education I am defined by to inform, Inspire and use my freedom to fight for more of it!

    My voice was once repressed by the state of N.C. and I will spend my life advocating for true freedom for all under our U.S. and State Constitutions that are suppose to protect our freedom. Thank you for reading and more is coming soon!